EMILY DICKENSON

 
MY LIFE CLOSED TWICE THIS WORLD IS NOT CONCLUSION
I FELT A FUNERAL IN MY BRAIN
I HEARD A FLY BUZZ WHEN I DIED
BECAUSE I COULD NOT STOP FOR DEATH
HAD I NOT SEEN THE SUN I DIED FOR BEAUTY
I NEVER SAW A MOOR MUCH MADNESS IS DIVINEST SENSE PAIN HAS AN ELEMENT OF BLANK
SUCCESS IS COUNTEST SWEETEST THE BUSTLE IN A HOUSE THE HEART ASKS PLEASURE FIRST
THE SOUL SELECTS HER OWN SOCIETY

MY LIFE CLOSED TWICE


My life closed twice before its close;
It yet remains to see
If Immortality unveil
A third event to me,

So huge, so hopeless to conceive,
As these that twice befell.
Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell.


 
 

THIS WORLD IS NOT CONCLUSION


This world is not conclusion;
A sequel stands beyond,
Invisible, as music,
But positive, as sound.

It beckons and it baffles;
Philosophies don't know,
And through a riddle, at the last,
Sagacity must go.

To guess it puzzles scholars;
To gain it, men have shown
Contempt of generations,
And crucifixion known.


 
 

I FELT A FUNERAL IN MY BRAIN


I felt a funeral in my brain,
And mourners, to and fro,
Kept treading, treading, till it seemed
That sense was breaking through.

And when they all were seated,
A service like a drum
Kept beating, beating, till I thought
My mind was going numb.

And then I heard them lift a box,
And creak across my soul
With those same boots of lead, again.
Then space began to toll

As all the heavens were a bell,
And Being but an ear,
And I and silence some strange race,
Wrecked, solitary, here.
 


 
 

I HEARD A FLY BUZZ 
WHEN I DIED


I heard a fly buzz when I died;
The stillness round my form
Was like the stillness in the air
Between the heaves of storm.

The eyes beside had wrung them dry,
And breaths were gathering sure
For that last onset, when the king
Be witnessed in his power.

I willed my keepsakes, signed away
What portion of me I
Could make assignable,--and then
There interposed a fly,

With blue, uncertain, stumbling buzz,
Between the light and me;
And then the windows failed, and then
I could not see to see.
 


 

BECAUSE I COULD NOT STOP
FOR DEATH


Because I could not stop for Death--
He kindly stopped for me--
The Carriage held but just Ourselves--
and Immortality.

We slowly drove--He knew no haste
And I had put away
My labor and my leisure too,
For His Civility—

We passed the School, where Children strove
At Recess--in the Ring--
We passed the Fields of Gazing Grain--
We passed the Setting Sun--

Or rather--He passed Us--
The Dews drew quivering and chill--
For only Gossamer, my Gown--
My Tippet--only Tulle--

We paused before a House that seemed
A Swelling of the Ground--
The Roof was scarcely visible--
The Cornice--in the Ground--

Since then--'Tis Centuries--and yet
Feels shorter than the Day
I first surmised the Horses Heads
Were toward Eternity—
 


 

HAD I NOT SEEN 
THE SUN


Had I not seen the Sun
I could have borne the shade
But Light a newer Wilderness
My Wilderness has made—
 


 
 

I DIED FOR BEAUTY


I died for beauty, but was scarce
Adjusted in the tomb,
When one who died for truth was lain
In an adjoining room.

He questioned softly why I failed?
"For beauty," I replied.
"And I for truth, - the two are one;
We brethren are," he said.

And so, as kinsmen met a night,
We talked between the rooms,
Until the moss had reached our lips,
And covered up our names.
 


 
 

I NEVER SAW A MOOR


I never saw a moor,
I never saw the sea;
Yet know I how the heather looks,
And what a wave must be.

I never spoke with God,
Nor visited in heaven;
Yet certain am I of the spot
As if the chart were given.
 


 
 

MUCH MADNESS IS 
DIVINEST SENSE


Much madness is divinest sense
To the discerning eye;
Much sense the starkest madness.
'Tis the majority

In this, as all, prevails.
Assent, and you are sane,
Demur, - you're straightaway dangerous,
And handled with a chain.
 


 
 

PAIN HAS AN ELEMENT
OF BLANK


Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.

It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.
 


 
 

SUCCESS IS COUNTED SWEETEST


Success is counted sweetest
By those who ne'er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.

Not one of all the purple host
Who took the flag to-day
Can tell the definition,
So clear, of victory,

As he, defeated, dying,
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Break, agonized and clear.
 


 

THE BUSTLE IN A HOUSE


The bustle in a house
The morning after death
Is solemnest of industries
Enacted upon earth, -

The sweeping up the heart,
And putting love away
We shall not want to use again
Until eternity.
 


 

THE HEART ASKS 
PLEASURE FIRST


The heart asks pleasure first,
And then excuse from pain.
And then those little anodynes
That deaden suffering.

And then, to go to sleep;
And then, if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor,
The liberty to die.
 


 
 
 

THE SOUL SELECTS 
HER OWN SOCIETY


The soul selects her own society,
Then shuts the door;
On her divine majority
Obtrude no more.

Unmoved, she notes the chariot's pausing
At her low gate;
Unmoved, an emperor is kneeling
Upon her mat.

I've known her from an ample nation
Choose one;
Then close the valves of her attention
Like stone.
 


 
 
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